Here We Go…May 1, 2009
In a way, yesterday was the start of a lot of changes coming my way. Last night I said goodbye to my boyfriend, who is going back home for the summer to do his internship. I already miss him like crazy, and although we’re already planning meet-in-the-middle trips to see each other, it’s going to be a difficult summer. And to make matters worse, I probably won’t even see him before I leave for Florida. So for the next 7 months, my boyfriend and I will live half a country away from each other.
For a few months, this has been my countdown–how much time do I have left with Erik? But now the deadline is here, and, thinking about it this morning, I realized how many other deadlines have been creeping closer: I’ve only got two weeks left of classes, including my final exams. After that, I’ll be working full-time (location TBD, but I have a promising lead) and only be three months away from Disney.
I just have a feeling that things are going to start snowballing out of control (in a pleasant, exciting way) very soon. Before I know it August will be here, and I probably won’t feel ready. That’s just the way things go. But I’m trying to brace myself and prepare for all of the changes as best I can. That’s all I can do for now.